Why do I still let you hunt me so?
I have demonized to myself
So I can finally let you go.
I thought that I was over you
I guess I will never truly be
Deep down, in my heart of hearts
You still mean the world to me
While unpacking some more stuff today
I found something that you had given me
It reminded me of the good times we shared,
Of the way things used to be.
We spent nearly ten years together
We had our ups and downs
I remember how happy I was
To be coming back to this town
You gave it to me when I got off the bus
It was just a silly little thing
It brought back a flood of memories
Of just how well you knew me
Even as I sit here writing this
A year, we have been apart
It pains me to know
That you can still break my heart
I miss the times when things were good
And we got along so well.
When will I ever be over you?
Only time will tell.
I know in the end,
That I am better off now
Late at night, when I sit here alone,
I still think about you, even now.
I want this feeling to stop
I thought that I was finally over you
I think that I will never be
Anyone else's Sunbeam.