For the last two fucking days I have had a gas bubble sitting under my sternum. Holy kerfuck Batman, it hurts. I'll be glad when it is gone! Burping like a crazy woman sucks.
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Friday, September 30, 2011
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011
SororRavn 28/365
This is my stomach. I absolutely hate this body. I am no longer comfortable in it and can feel myself sinking into a major depression because of it. I got some oil for the stretch marks and it seems to be working but nothing seems to be working fast enough for me. I seem to either overeat or starve myself. Right now I am on the side of the fence where I am not eating.
Things seem to be overwhelming me right now and I feel like no one can hear me scream. Dylan is too busy with school and work and when I do see him, I don't say anything because home should be a happy place.
Not to toot my own horn but I think when one of my friends is upset, I am there for them. When I need someone to talk to or vent to, who can I turn to? I can honestly only think of a couple of people who are local that I can call up and have a bitchfest with or discuss my insecurities without feeling like a tool for bawling.
Siriusly sorry for the rant but I really needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for listening
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
SororRavn 25/365
Today is Orion's 8th birthday. I made his cake the whip from Lego Indiana Jones.
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Saturday, September 24, 2011
SororRavn 23/365
While I am not quite brave enough to post naked pictures yet, last night was a nude, pillow pet, adult beverage, video game night for me. Meet Frances the ladybug and Webster the cat, my company while Dylan was playing in the other room.
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Friday, September 23, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
SororRavn 19/365
Today was an incredibly whiney day for me. Fell 3 times getting out of bed due to my back being all fucked up, lost my debit card and had to replace it, really needed a nap but Baduhenna was not having it and I had to replace my sunglasses. These are the new ones that I got. They were pretty much the only bright spot on my day b/c I got them for less than $10! /whiney mode
Sunday, September 18, 2011
SororRavn 18/365
Played D&D for the first time tonight. I felt like such a moron, had a breakdown b/c I did not understand what to do, calmed down, and finished the session. We used Google Hangout which was pretty cool TBH since the DM is in Utah. It was fun once I had a better understanding of the damn game. Thinking I will play again.
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SororRavn 16/365
Chocolate, from Holland, given to me by my friend's FIL. They have friends from that way who are visiting and brought a bunch over with them. Yummo!
Friday, September 16, 2011
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
SororRavn 14/365
Got mah hair did by my Steffy Pillow! She did an amazing fucking job with it. I <3 it!
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
SororRavn 11/365
We got Baduhenna a little couch today. She wanted to test it out before we left the store and almost fell asleep in it.
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Saturday, September 10, 2011
SororRavn 10/365
Got another tattoo today. This one is Al's blood seal from FullMetal Alchemist.
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Thursday, September 8, 2011
SororRavn 7/365
My friend, Punkenstein, put it best. Arizona's favorite hobby is construction and it never finishes. I pass by/through road work at least 3 times taking the kids to school every morning.
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SororRavn 7/365
My friend, Punkenstein, put it best. Arizona's favorite hobby is construction and it never finishes. I pass by/through road work at least 3 times taking the kids to school every morning.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
SororRavn 6/365
Here is a picture of my newest ink. Got it Friday night at the grand opening of a new tattoo shop called Madness Ink in Chandler. So much awesome. Can't wait for the next tattoo!
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SororRavn 6/365
Here is a picture of my newest ink. Got it Friday night at the grand opening of a new tattoo shop called Madness Ink in Chandler. So much awesome. Can't wait for the next tattoo!
Monday, September 5, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
SororRavn 3/365
We went to SunSplash today as a family farewell to summer. We thoought that this was the last weekend they were open but apparently they are open for a couple of more weekends. Here is Baduhenna and Dylan playing in the water after we first got there.
Friday, September 2, 2011
SororRavn 2/365
I swear to Bob, this thing is a life saver when your entire house is tile. Just sweep, fill this bad boy up, plug it in, and go! No wringing out a mop, no buckets to lug around, no need for special cleaner. Just water. Throw the pads in the was when done and bam, clean floors
Thursday, September 1, 2011
SororRavn 1/365
Yes, they are diet pills. No, they do not contain ephedra. I know all to well the trouble I could get into if they did. However, they work well and I am getting serious about losing weight. I have been pretty good about staying under my calorie allotment everyday but some days I am usually starving by the end of the day. I am tired of feeling hungry so I am doing something about it. One a day in the morning keeps me from just sitting around and eating when I am bored.