Friday, September 30, 2011

SororRavn 29/365

For the last two fucking days I have had a gas bubble sitting under my sternum. Holy kerfuck Batman, it hurts. I'll be glad when it is gone! Burping like a crazy woman sucks.
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011

SororRavn 28/365

This is my stomach. I absolutely hate this body. I am no longer comfortable in it and can feel myself sinking into a major depression because of it. I got some oil for the stretch marks and it seems to be working but nothing seems to be working fast enough for me. I seem to either overeat or starve myself. Right now I am on the side of the fence where I am not eating.
Things seem to be overwhelming me right now and I feel like no one can hear me scream. Dylan is too busy with school and work and when I do see him, I don't say anything because home should be a happy place.
Not to toot my own horn but I think when one of my friends is upset, I am there for them. When I need someone to talk to or vent to, who can I turn to? I can honestly only think of a couple of people who are local that I can call up and have a bitchfest with or discuss my insecurities without feeling like a tool for bawling.
Siriusly sorry for the rant but I really needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for listening
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Sunday, September 25, 2011

SororRavn 25/365

Today is Orion's 8th birthday. I made his cake the whip from Lego Indiana Jones.
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Saturday, September 24, 2011

SororRavn 24/365

We had family pictures taken today. This is the proof from one of them.
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SororRavn 23/365

While I am not quite brave enough to post naked pictures yet, last night was a nude, pillow pet, adult beverage, video game night for me. Meet Frances the ladybug and Webster the cat, my company while Dylan was playing in the other room.
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Friday, September 23, 2011

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Monday, September 19, 2011

SororRavn 19/365

Today was an incredibly whiney day for me. Fell 3 times getting out of bed due to my back being all fucked up, lost my debit card and had to replace it, really needed a nap but Baduhenna was not having it and I had to replace my sunglasses. These are the new ones that I got. They were pretty much the only bright spot on my day b/c I got them for less than $10! /whiney mode

Sunday, September 18, 2011

SororRavn 18/365

Played D&D for the first time tonight. I felt like such a moron, had a breakdown b/c I did not understand what to do, calmed down, and finished the session. We used Google Hangout which was pretty cool TBH since the DM is in Utah. It was fun once I had a better understanding of the damn game. Thinking I will play again.
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SororRavn 17/365

Baduhenna feeding Dylan cookie at Fuddruckers.
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SororRavn 16/365

Chocolate, from Holland, given to me by my friend's FIL. They have friends from that way who are visiting and brought a bunch over with them. Yummo!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

SororRavn 14/365

Got mah hair did by my Steffy Pillow! She did an amazing fucking job with it. I <3 it!
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SororRavn 14/365

Got mah hair did by my Steffy Pillow! She did an amazing fucking job with it. I <3 it!

SororRavn 13/365

I made her a tutu today!
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011

SororRavn 12/365

I am gaging my ears. I am up to a 12 now and will be trying out 10s this weekend.

Monday, September 12, 2011

SororRavn 11/365

We got Baduhenna a little couch today. She wanted to test it out before we left the store and almost fell asleep in it.
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Thursday, September 8, 2011

SororRavn 7/365


My friend, Punkenstein, put it best. Arizona's favorite hobby is construction and it never finishes. I pass by/through road work at least 3 times taking the kids to school every morning.
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SororRavn 7/365

My friend, Punkenstein, put it best. Arizona's favorite hobby is construction and it never finishes. I pass by/through road work at least 3 times taking the kids to school every morning.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

SororRavn 6/365

Here is a picture of my newest ink. Got it Friday night at the grand opening of a new tattoo shop called Madness Ink in Chandler. So much awesome. Can't wait for the next tattoo!
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SororRavn 6/365

Here is a picture of my newest ink. Got it Friday night at the grand opening of a new tattoo shop called Madness Ink in Chandler. So much awesome. Can't wait for the next tattoo!

Monday, September 5, 2011

SororRavn 5/365

I got my new washer and dryer today! I feel so suburban it fucking hurts. >.<

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Sunday, September 4, 2011

SororRavn 4/365

My hometown is burning. I am very upset and worried. My entire family is out there, the trailer park that I used to live in got hit pretty bad. Evacuations all over the place. Unable to reach my mother, my youngest sister was out where they were being evacuated (she claims that she is not out there but I really do not believe her) When I texted her and asked her to keep me posted and that I hope she stays safe, her response was that if something happened to her, it was meant to happen. I texted her back and told that was fucking bullshit and she knows it. At this point, I am fucking pissed and upset with her. I just hope that Hallsville/Longview is able to recover from this quickly. It is so nice out there and green that this is heartbreaking

Saturday, September 3, 2011

SororRavn 3/365

We went to SunSplash today as a family farewell to summer. We thoought that this was the last weekend they were open but apparently they are open for a couple of more weekends. Here is Baduhenna and Dylan playing in the water after we first got there.

Friday, September 2, 2011

SororRavn 2/365

I swear to Bob, this thing is a life saver when your entire house is tile. Just sweep, fill this bad boy up, plug it in, and go! No wringing out a mop, no buckets to lug around, no need for special cleaner. Just water. Throw the pads in the was when done and bam, clean floors

Thursday, September 1, 2011

SororRavn 1/365

Yes, they are diet pills. No, they do not contain ephedra. I know all to well the trouble I could get into if they did. However, they work well and I am getting serious about losing weight. I have been pretty good about staying under my calorie allotment everyday but some days I am usually starving by the end of the day. I am tired of feeling hungry so I am doing something about it. One a day in the morning keeps me from just sitting around and eating when I am bored.