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Bath time!!!!!

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Yesterday sucked major ass. Today was a little better but only because I went bonkers this morning on Dylan and got something off of my chest that has been bothering me for a few weeks. It really fucking sucks how one little off hand comment can throw me into a funk for this fucking long and I am too god damned embarrassed to discuss with my partner. I really hate it and beat myself up last night over the way that I have been feeling. Most people do not know this but I USED to be a cutter. I came very close to picking up the knife just too feel that release again last night that I am quite ashamed of myself for even thinking about doing it. Sometimes, I feel like a fucking freak of nature and just need to know that I am loved. If I am home by myself, like I was today, I can always count on Webster to come curl up with me. Today, he just irritated the fuck out of me

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I think I need a mulligan on this day. I am ready to give up and just say fuck it all

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Yeah, the blonde did not last long at all. LOL

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I went and got new work out clothes today because I have NONE and it has been driving me crazy! I ended up getting them a size smaller than what I was wearing and they ficking fit! I am so excited! Plus, I have lost about 3 pounds in the last week which tells me that the diet is working. *happydance*

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She biffed it in the parking lot of Carl's Jr and walked away with her first black eye >.<

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Lilith and I passed by this fire on the way to pick the others up from school. This was just a minute before fire fighters got to the scene. When we got up closer, the flames were taller than the building!